separation anxiety

hubbs asked if i wanted to watch mamma mia. we felt that maybe we cud try n leave nazeefah w her toks then hubbs reconsidered. he said that i wud probably be balling my eyes out wanting her w us :) so far, i have only been apart from her during 2 occasions. one, when she was in scbu n the other was after my miscarriage. must say, i hated both times. now that we have a maid, i am so trying to tear myself away fr her but its not successful. i do allow the maid to play w her alone but ever so often i will make sure i check on them, like every 10 seconds:). letting her play w the maid is made a lil easier since i am still in confinement so can't really go out.

we are thinking of sending her to playsch. i must learn to let go.my lil bb needs to grow up n be independent. she needs to play w frens her own age.i have to stop molly coddling her. easier said than done, most definitely.

looks like i am having a bad case of separation anxiety.