gawai weekend

its the gawai hols here so hubbs shud be on leave mon n tues but since kl is not on leave, he had to attend a meeting there today. there goes all our long weekend plans. wanted to go to kb to stock up on beef etc n see K Jijah n family but what to do. Alhamdullillah its only a day trip so he is back tonite.all was not lost actually since we went to a b'day party on sat and i had a swim prior to that.

whenever u ask nazeefah to play golf she will do her imitation of a golf swing. unfortunately, i haven't been able to take a video of it. the one below is her 1st 'proper' swing w a golf club. note how tiny she compared to the golf club n daddy. nazeefah is one tenth of daddy's wt:)) there are quite a few of her antics which we try to capture but it is diff since she will stop as soon as she sees the camera.






lieverd has not been eating much n of course not drinking much water. so much so, she is constipated. i really have no idea what to do now. trying to encourage her to drink by letting her drink fr a cup. worked b4 but no more now. she prefers to play w the water instead. she has been screaming her head off everytime she has a poo so i think she is traumatised by it. u can see her trying to hold it in everytime she has the urge. i am really at my wits end actually. as for eating, i reckon i am to blame since i tried to force feed her so now she really doesn't want to have brekkie at all. she will eat bits of food for lunch n dinner if we are lucky. i really didn't want to force feed her but i cudn't see her not eat since i am just so used to seeing her eat 3 meals a day w snacks in between plus i know how much she can eat. i dunno...its better when hubbs is around since he can take over b4 i get so frustrated. so far, motherhood to me has been one frustration after the other. so much so i can't seem to enjoy it most of the time. i do hope one day, i can look back n say i did my best but deep down i know i am just so shite at being a mum.