working vs stay at home mum

today is one of those days where i crave working soooo much. the financial independence n just able to be away fr nazeefah for a while. i love her to bits but i just feel drained out esp when it comes to feeding her. she was doing soo well then we went to kl and again everything went pear shaped. gave her fav today, pumpkin..but she rejected that too...

i really dunno..is it the travelling that makes her not want to eat..i really don't know. or being unsettled..or maybe it is just me..